Decisions
"I am thinking of joining Guitar classes" but never joined it, never understood the importance of that thought of learning Guitar. Now I feel like playing "Sultans of Swing" and regret of the ignorance taken at that time of life. Its easy to say that "lets live the way as life wants us to" not knowing that decision was taken by us to lead that way. Life plays a game which we are not aware of all the time and we dont have a planning as such to evade it and then comes in the feeling of "Why am I so indecisive" blaming circumstances to self. Confusion creeps in when you know the options available are very much to our liking but cannot take a decision thinking about the loss of not choosing an alternative. Negative thoughts are always the ones which win over the positves and decision making becomes so damn difficult. "Be practical, be practical" actually meaning to say allow your brain to take the drain, heart eventually oozes out blood, decisions become confusions and there you see the difficult phase of life. The heart never stops intervening with anything and we have to take steps as heart says because we are human beings and have "feelings". Decisions taken by the mind is always bold and heart always has the gutsy feeling of missing out on something which is very dearer. Giving a chance to the brain to make decisions is not a bad option and would like to do it this time.
5 comments:
dear venu,
life is not easy.no one said it is fair so taking a fair decision after fighting with your heart and mind is nothing more than a fairy tale.
but despite saying that dont be upset over the indecisions you are facing.. always remember:
"It was but yesterday I thought myself a fragment quivering without rhythm in the sphere of life.
Now I know that I am the sphere, and all life in rhythmic fragments moves within me."
now you decide what decisions you need to make to be the sphere
previous post u wrote about tensions and now about decision making.both of them related to psychological aspect of life.its true that v cant really make decisions but then dude v r at a stage where decisions are to b taken with full confidence.u r standing at the same place where i was a couple of months bak.its ur call...heart or mind? decide
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding.
----Kahlil Gibran.
Well, i cant avoid Gibran you see.but i can understand the dust of cacophony in your mind..but dude! as long your heart can sing out music..you still have a hope to breathe...and disentangle the confusions.this conflict between Heart & Mind is going to continue for an eternity...so,observe the play of your choices in this war.
and again to quote same Gibran,"To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to"...
PS: Read the first quote atleast 3 times, to digest it.
and in the 2nd quote, you are both..the understand-er and also the person aspiring to achieve something.
Our lifestyle allows to search for a corner of security in a crowded place. We hold back our fears and shrug off the risks that might be, to get there. We reach the seemingly secure corner and rejoice, only to discover that the fears that we held back also held the moments when we could have been courageous, and the risks that were disregarded were opportunities for being at peace from within in that crowd. It's neither the mind's choice nor the heart's: it's your's to make.
Cock! dont just trap your thoughts in that mind up there! let them flow in your blog...
In short!! Updates Plzz
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